I have been home since Sunday night, I had to come home with catheder in. My Specialist removed it on Monday, as it is better for me to be urinating poorly, than not at all on my own. I have to go for some tests in the next bit, as we think there is deffinately something going on in the bladder area. We believe it is car accident related.

Probably because of the antibiotic infusion and the bed rest, I came home feeling pretty strong, but frustrated at not being able to do everything I want. With the move coming up in a week and a half, it was everything I could do to build myself as much as possible to prepare. Within acouple days home, I packed up the bathroom and started to pick away at little things.

I still have weak moments, but I am well on my way.

I was put on a secondary anti depressant last month on a trial basis. He gave me a month worth and told me to call in If I wanted to continue. I thought it was helping, but having been in the hospital, I lost track of my meds and next thing I knew, I was out of them! I called on Friday morning for more, but never got a call back. By Saturday I was in Full fledge withdrawl. I started doing some research and apparently numerous places are trying to petition the release of this medication due to its suicidal withdrawl symptoms! Which I am totally experiencing. I am hoping I am almost done, but I have had to sedate myself and stay on benadryl and tylenol to get through the past two days... It has been hellish!

In the mean time, I was able to get into the pain clinic at the Cancer Agency and I am finally having someone take care of my chronic pain issues. I am hoping this is the start of a stronger and healthier me! Cross your fingers!

So the move starts tomorrow with our "Prepack". They come in and pack everything we don't need. Wednesday we have to take everything the movers won't move, and the food. Then Thursday they pack everything else and we go into a hotel. Friday morning they load the truck (all of which we have to be there for). Saturday we have to be at the old house for cleaning and then Sunday is our one day break as the come in to unload and unpack on Tuesday (Monday is all running around).

Aside from the, we picked up the hedgies today and I didn't get much time with them as they are staying with a friend until I get settled in the new house and can settup a safe hiding place for them until Christmas! :o) It was hard getting them and then letting go so quickly, but soon they will be home for good... they are sooo sweet.. I love them to death!

I am tired even anticipating this move and I don't have to do much! I can't wait to have all that room though!! EEK!